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2010-08-04T18:10:00.004+08:00

Yezzar .
Will be back after i'm done with my Os .

Look for me through twitter or just text me aye ?
Adios :}

2010-07-23T18:57:00.003+08:00

Those who hurt others , will hurt themselves .

It's been forever since i last updated this dusty blog of mine . Apologies for the long absence . School had been alright so far . Prelim is coming in around 2 months time . I feel rather dumb cause i still haven't start studying yet . Good aye ? I know . I really hope i can get into the course i want which is Business Studies @ TP . Really got to buck up on my Science . Help ? :(

People around me asked me , " Who do you like now ? " . Hah . My replies were all the same . " NO ONE :) " . Like seriously , you want me to like someone for now ? Sorry , but my freaking Os is coming in less than 4 months time . And really , to me , all boys are the same . They're only good with words . Rather dumb , don't you think ? I mean , a girl can fall in love with someone in an instant with just simple , sweet words from the boys ? LOL . Plus , people thought i'm lying that i'm not interested with all this . What the effs . Okay , im out .

V.L.T.K & A. ♥

2010-06-24T20:02:00.002+08:00

Friends are like blankets. They give warmth when everything else turns cold.

Hiiiiiii . I lazy to update . Holidays = boring but fun . School is reopening soon , hate it . But it's okay . 4 more months till my O level start . Ehh , sorry eh broken English , but i really very lazy to type and update . Anything through my handphone or twitter kay ? Kayy , follow me ! =P

Take care ! And i'll update a proper one soon . Promise .

2010-06-15T17:08:00.002+08:00

Hatred is jealousy of who and how they are.

Sup friends ? It's been awhile since i last posted . Apologies . I barely have the mood to update cause nothing special is really happening in my life right now . 2 weeks of holidays had past . But in that 2 weeks there's school . But but , who cares ? I only attended like about 4 lessons ? Lol . Yeah , whatever . Aye , since i have nothing to post about , i'll be off for now .

Take care wonderful people ;)

2010-06-06T02:56:00.001+08:00

Each time you let go , you set the stage for your next hello .

Holla . It's 2.42am and yeapz , Street Revolution JAM! was a blast ! I love it so much . It was really worth it cause i had 3 hours of non-stop action and it only cost $12 . Now tell me , isn't that dope ?! Hell yeah , it was . To those who didn't attend it , it was such a waste . Cause i swear , it was supposed to be your best day ever . Cause it was my best day ever . Hehehe . Look at the atmosphere in the Victoria Theatre (featuring Richard Jansen , Lefttool , SleeQ , SIXX & Thaitanium)

Isn't that dope ! :P

2010-05-24T17:33:00.004+08:00

OMG , aren't they adorable ? XD

Greetings mates . Haha . School had been a bore lately . Having Malay Intensive Programe for today and tomorrow . Wednesday will be having a Career Seminar whilst on Thursday , there's Sports' Day . Friday is Vesak Day = No School . And yeah , Monday is my freaking first O' Level Paper ;Malay Paper(s) . I. Am. So. Not. Ready. Need me to repeat that again ? Doubt so .

Oh yes , gotten back my Result Slip and yeah , not as satisfying . Failed my Science by 2 marks . What a real discontentment . How could i fail my Science !? ): Anyway , i am like 6th in class . With my results like that i'm 6th in class ?! Classmates , what happened to all of you ? Jia you friends ! ♥

Dangs , my words are limited . See ya'll . Take care ♥

2010-05-20T14:54:00.004+08:00

Love is pain . Pain is love .

Currently doing nothing at home . I did not attend school today due to oversleeping . Yes , i overslept . Pfft . Visited my Granddad at West Coast the day before . And i swear , it hurts so much looking at him in that state . Buutttt , we have to stay strong for him . Get well soon , Granddad ♥

^ Zul Mystroe and Richard Jansen ^
(click their names and follow them on twitter !)

The first day of the week was extraordinary ! It was sure a memorable one too . Richard Jansen came to Siglap . I swear it was a dream come true . In the morning , we were told that assembly was only for the lower secondary students . Some of us felt a little downcast 'cause , hell no , our local idol is coming to our school ! Lol . But who cares , me and the other four girls skipped class to watch the performance . And it was a w e s o m e . We even managed to take a few shots with them ! Loving that moment . HAHA . Okay chao ~

Take care ♥

2010-05-16T16:01:00.004+08:00

Sometimes a fresh start is bitter sweet .

Apologies for disappearing . Had some problems with my laptop but now it is alright . I am elated because my laptop can be used again . So no worries for me anymore because all my pictures are save now in my thumb drive . Hehhh :D

School had been as usual . Exams are way over and results were given back on Friday . Science was really such a disgruntlement but on the other hand , i am very contented with my Maths . Hurray for me . Hehe . Malay was no comment because i know i could do better but due to not studying , i didn't managed to score . Huhuh :P English will be given back on Monday . Mrs N said that more than half the class failed our EL Paper 2 . And i was like WHUAT THA FARK .

I think i am done updating part of my mundane life right now . Outside school life would be updated on twitter . Follow me okay ? Heh :P

Will update again soon . Take care ♥

2010-05-10T12:05:00.002+08:00

ON HIATUS !

Will be back soon . Furthermore , my laptop is unable to live again .

So yeah , any updates through twitter . And anything via hp .

Will post a proper one asap ! Take care :D

2010-04-29T15:27:00.004+08:00

Teachers open the door but you must walk through it yourself .

Apologies for my previous post . I was feeling rather indignant yesterday due to the loss of my handphone . So yeah . As you all know (or not) , mind-year exams just started today . English was okay except for the Free Writing part . It was quite tricky , i shall say . Social Studies , i am ready to flunk . Gah , should had studied Nothern Ireland too ! Totally forgot to study that chapter . 13 marks gone . WASTED .

Apart from that , we had an Emergency Exercise on Tuesday . It was F U N . I had to act traumatized . I can't stand but to laugh when the explosion took place . Hehe . But overall , i did act traumatized and i tried so hard not to laugh . Geez . It is kind of weird though if i were to think about it . Haha :)

Oh , i hope im gonna go to Starhub with Mum this Saturday to get my sim card . I thought of changing my number but my Mum don't let . Boo . Perhaps , im getting a new phone too ? But , only if i got the money . Heh .

Alright , take care sweethearts :)

2010-04-28T15:39:00.003+08:00

I swear i am super , double the infuriated today . Some senseless Siglapian stole my handphone . Good right ? I had cursed you and i have not curse enough . I really hope you will die early , or maybe land your bloody self in the hospital and you cannot take your exams , or better still , your freaking national exams ! DANGS ! CURSE YOU MOTHER NATUREZSX ! >>:/

Will be back and post a proper one soon . Take care .

2010-04-23T14:31:00.004+08:00

" Love and relationships are never like the movies no matter how much we want them to be. But when something beautiful ends, for whatever reason, it's most important not to be disappointed that it's over, but glad that it happened at all. "

School had been fine , except for the fact that it's very dreary (duhhh) . I really need to improve my English Paper 2 which is comprehension . Im indeed , very inadequate in it . I really wonder why it's difficult for me to understand a passage . It seems facile when we went through it as a class . I can do it , but when it comes to doing it myself , i'll go downdowndown . Geez -.-

Infuriated . Incensed . Irked . That's what i had been feeling the past few days . Aye , whatever .

Take care ♥

2010-04-18T17:22:00.000+08:00

There is no remedy for love than to love more .

It had been a week since i last updated . So yeah , school was fine , although it was quite stressful at times . Usual things had been happening in school . No doubt about it . Oh yes , have i enunciate ? I already had 32 sketches for my Art ! That was fast . I didn't expect it 'cause my sketches didn't looked 32 . Aha -.-

Anyway , yesterday had my Malay MYE oral . It was fine , not bad actually . Waited for the others . Went to Mac to have our breakfast . Yum , it had been a long time since i last ate BigBreakfast . Wahahah . Top-uped for Is some money 'cause he only bought $4 . Geez -.- Oh yes , love this part the most . Went to Popular and then decided to take neoprints . Major hilarious , i tell you . We kept retaking and it was bloody warm in there ! Afterwards , went to slack in the library , and thanks ya Fiy for using my Ezlink to use the computer . Sheesh . Waited for Yantao and i swear he was very aggravating in the library . But overall it was still an exuberant day <3

Plan for today : To complete my homework and do my Physics 10year-series .

Will update soon , as usual . Heh . Tataz ^^

2010-04-09T16:39:00.003+08:00

Learn from yesterday , live for today , hope for tomorrow .

ThankGodItsFriday (TGIF!) . It had been a bleary week for me in school . Less homework were given and i am thankful for that . Though i am having some difficulties in school and at home , im still trying very hard to improve on my studies . I hope my hard work would really be paid off this time round . Anyway , i still have to complete my Physics and Social Studies homework which is due next week . My Art sketches are coming along well , and i still have maybe about half of the remaining still to sketch :D

Tomorrow is Saturday meaning that i will be having tuition at 10am in the morning . Im so indolent to go to tuition , but for the sake of studying and becoming industrious , i am going to drag myself all the way to Pasir Ris to have my tuition . What a good and hardworking girl i am . Haahh ! ^^

Alright , i will blog again soon . Prolly next week yeah ? Taz !

2010-04-05T16:08:00.005+08:00

Better to remain silent and be thought a fool , than to speak and remove all doubt .

I am feeling rather mournful today . Why am i feeling so dejected about it ? Her words are stuck in my mind . For heaven's sake , stop talking about youknowwho . Its like as if you are trying to make me feel demoralized . What to the ever . Tsk !

Matters set aside . I am very worried for my studies . Like extremely worried this time round . But , i have no idea why i am still lazing around as if this year is not at all important to me . What the effs ? Pfft . Alrightalright , i really have nothing to post about . Monday blues people . Haha , okay lame -.-

Aye , take care sweethearts :D

2010-04-01T17:18:00.005+08:00

Courage leads to heaven; fear leads to death .

School had been very dry lately . Each day , im getting more and more fatigued . MYE is in a month time and i had still not started preparing for it . Maybe this weekend i suppose . Lets just see what will happen . It's meaningless if i only say but i will not do it in the end (Banyak bunyik banyak bohong :D) , am i right ? ^^

Besides that , English Diagnostic Test was manageable . Will be having Maths class test on Vectors , again , due to the majority of failures in the class . Haha . And also , I am pressurized by my dad , tutor and teachers . Dad kept on telling me to study (but i did not in the end) and my tutor aimed for me and Hannah to get between 14 to 20 points for our O level , no more than that . Well , as for my teachers , they gave us too many homework(s) . I know it's to prepare us buttttt , i am kinda stressed ya know ! Tsk ! ):

Ayeeee , gotta go for now . Will update soon ayte . Take care friends :)

2010-03-25T22:01:00.002+08:00

No one can cheat you out of ultimate success but yourself .

It had been a hectic week for me . I was absent from school on Wednesday and i think that i really missed a lot . Serve me right for falling sick . So far , school had been an okay for me . Only that i do not understand why the most tedious subject is still English . Seriously . And as for Art , i really gotta start sketching now . More than 40 sketches by 7th May ?! I think that is possible . But i am dead if i am not able to complete it by then . Tsk !

Aye , gonna log off right now and have some good night sleep .
Will update soon enough , my friends :D

2010-03-22T14:40:00.004+08:00

An unexamined life is not worth living .

Ayee , its 245pm and im already back from school . School was rather relaxing , i could say . No study time for me today . Only a few of them had to attend it . Heheh . Screwed up Maths Class Test which was on Vectors . One week of holidays and there i went staring at the question just now . Was kinda frustrated though , 'cause i knew i could do it . It was just that i didn't study for it . Haha ! What a bitch >:/

Art was the worst of the worst (as said by Hannah) . Stood up for 3 periods which was equivalent to one and a half hour 'cause Mr M was not satisfied with our class' work . That , i should not say anything . It was just a shocking experience to see Mr M flare up just now .

Ayte , will update again soon . Toodles .

2010-03-17T18:28:00.004+08:00

The language of friendship is not words but meanings .

How true is that phrase ? Nowadays , i've been looking up for quotes . I have no idea why but i just find those quotes meaningful and it can relate really well with my life right now . Anyway , it is already Wednesday , and none of my homeworks are done . Maybe Mr M is right , our class really do not have any sense of urgency . Why , you may ask ? 'Cause my class seems to not bother about a lot of things . Take homework(s) for example , till now , many still come to school with their homework(s) not done , including me of course .

We really need to buck up our ass . 'Cause we would like to prove to other classes that we can do it . So schoolmates , don't look down on us . I know we're from the last express class . But what's the big deal ? We are gonna prove you wrong of what you think about us .

Hehe . I am motivated but i don't think i am ready to study . Tutor told me to think whether im a racer or i am the one whom do things step by step . I guess i am a racer , 'cause i tend to do things at the last minute :/

But for now , i think im wrong . In my case , i need to be the other who do things step by step . Oh wells , slow and steady wins the race ;)

2010-03-16T15:38:00.002+08:00

Chaak ! Im back to blogger . Heheh . Im tired of using Onsugar . Furthermore , too many people are now shifting to Onsugar . So yeapz , here i am back to my old , dusty blogger . Well , not many changes were made to this blogger of mine . I still find it attractive ( oh , perasaan nye aku ) . Heeh , okay kidding .

On the other hand , i will update only when im free . O level(s) this year yknow . Andddd , i still have not study yet for my upcoming mid year examinations . Boohoo . Time and effort was nailed in my head by Mr B . He told me that i could do better 'cause i scored average based on my CT1 , and , i did not even studied for majority of the subjects . Heheh .

Ayte , im gna do other things right now . Oh ! Check out my twitter and follow me yeah ! Thanks guys ^.^

2009-09-08T16:06:00.004+08:00

Okay since people have been asking me to un-private my blog . Here it is , not private anymore . And yes Syasya , dah tk private ni !!! >:\

Okay i will literally be inactive at blogger . Bcs i am using another webpage to blog . You want my other blogpage , you go and msn me , okay ? Haha : )

2009-09-08T13:52:00.003+08:00

Haikel is contacting me back *breathe in , breathe out*

Ah , tuh uh lelaki . Biase jugak kan . Law da ade pmpn , mane nk contact2 ni sume . Law da tkde , nk caryk org aleyk . Skali aku bagi kang satu2 . Same goes to Ahlep . Alamak , sot je aku . Pi jahanam uh krg . Lelaki sume same . Bile belum dapat , bukan maen baek lagyk . Da dpt , buat pakai beyh buang . Gah ! =.=

2009-09-07T18:08:00.000+08:00

Blogger updates ! Haaha . Im bored D:

2009-09-05T00:26:00.001+08:00

Okay , my blog is freaking dead . I know . But who cares ? Nobody's reading except for me what . Hahaha . Yeah , whatever . Anyway , thanks to Dyl for making me laugh till i have stomach cramps . I watched alot of funny comedies via Youtube . And yes , like what Dyl said , " Pecah perot . " . I was tired of smiling and laughing ifront of the computer like a mad woman . Haha , okay , shut up .

Anyway , my CA2 results were darn bad . Im scared that i will retain next year . Wish me luck can ? Heh . I really hope i can buck up for this 3 weeks . *cross fingers*

2009-08-31T03:36:00.002+08:00

Its been a long time since i update . I was busy , sorry peeps . Heh . Anyway , its been two days straight i went to geylang . Both Friday and Saturday night . So yeah . Oh yes , its 3.45am in the morning and im still awake . I cant sleep due to always sleeping late . Hahaa . And yes , its Teachers' Day Celebration today , which means its a half day school only , so im not going because im lazy . Hehehe .

Okay im mundane , damn mundane . Tomorrow no school . Hooraaaaaaay !

2009-08-26T15:58:00.002+08:00

I topped my Maths Class Test .

And now im known as the 'Secret Braniac' in class .

Haaha , really didnt expect that i can score for Maths : )

2009-08-24T17:34:00.002+08:00

3rd day of fasting and im still standing strong :D

Okay , im uber sad uh . Kikim is angry with me . Sobs* . My sayang marah with me . Kikim kate Kikim sayang Tytee , abeyh Kikim mcm ginik . Kikim my one and only Baby sia):

Anyway , today school is super weird . But im just glad everything is going to be back to normal . And i really hope this time round each and every one of them will at least change their childish mindset . Hehe . Okay , i think im done today ? Just getting my blog updated so it wont look dead , at least . Heeh .

I might say harsh things , give out harsh remarks .

But actually inside , my heart is still sobbing endlessly .

I doubt you even realise but im a little too not over you .

!ALERT!

2009-08-21T23:33:00.004+08:00

I have no fucking ideas why some people are really mean .

All they do is insult people , but never mirror themselves .

Such a sad case huh ? I wonder when karma will hit them . And i wonder what type of karma . Will it be bad , or very , very , super , mean . Hahahaa . I am just gonna sit and laugh my ass out watching every one of them being knocked out : )

It has nothing to do with me . But if there is , i am laughing rather than being hurt . Haha . Fuck you people with no life okay ? Okay look , i know i say no vulgarities in the previous post , but hey . the clock haven't strike twelve . Hehehe . Alright , in the mean time , contact me through my handphone or facebook ayte .

Take Care and Selamat Berpuasa : )

2009-08-21T17:42:00.002+08:00

Screw you laptop !

Argh , dammit !

Its me using the iMac computer AGAIN . Pfft . My laptop is officially being shut down when i on it because it said it has some damages . So due to that bloody damages , my laptop is not being able to process and load , doing what it usually does . Argh , bloody pissed off sia . Like seriously , ah , fuckk .

Tomorrow is the start of Fasting month , so yeah . Vulgarities , doing sins , and the other bad things is all gonna be striked out . Im gonna be a goodgirl , actually im already am , hehe . So yeah , im trying to change to a better person . No more the old me , and i hope the new me is gonna developed . Haha , merepek sungguh .

Oh yes , today was uh , weird ?

Calobeteh .

2009-08-20T15:41:00.003+08:00

Firstly , i wanna say a Happy Belated 18th Birthday to my one and only Syasya .

Ewah , a year older already ey . Time flies fast .

The last time i remember us talking about your birthday was like months ago .

And now , you've finally turn 18 . Awwhh . Shut up , im jealous .

Hahahahaha . Alright , stay pretty sista : )

Oh yes , Tina taw ni gmbr buruk , tapyk tkpeluh , sweet kan gmbr Tina peluk Kakak ? Hehee :P

Alright , im damn frustrated with my laptop . Its giving me problems and im superb pissed off . Grr . Damn it , like seriously . Okay , anyway school has been quite dull . The warm weather is coming back . But today seems like its gonna rain . Haha , who cares . As you all know , this Saturday is our fasting day . Yeay , i cant bloody waaaait ! Yipee , hahaha ~

ONLY 6 MORE WEEKS LEFT TO END OF YEAR EXAMINATIONS . Yes , 6 more weeks . Fast huh ? I cant believe in six weeks time , im actually gonna sit for my EOY papers and be promoted to Sec4 ( hopefully ) next year . Next year is gonna be a hectic , chaotic , busy and whatever year . Oh yes , this year Hari Raya , im really not looking forward to it . I repeat , IM NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO HARI RAYA THIS YEAR . Mainly because we will be sitting for our EOY papers or studying really hard till our brains will crack . Haaha , merepek sak aku .

Calobeteh .

2009-08-16T00:11:00.006+08:00

Its fifteen minutes past midnight . And guess what , today marks the date number Sixteen . Haha , yes , if you understand what i mean . Oh wells , i just cant seem to get you outta my head . I dont understand why . Boy oh boy , how i wish you were here right now . *grins* Okay , kidding . Im sure you are happy with your new life already . Heh , alright . Just wanna say Happy Two-Months-Yang-Tak-menjadyk . And Hello , how are you ?
Haha , fucked up siak aku .

Okay , whatever . Im so fucked up with problems till i got mad . Mad as in the insane type . Okay , calobeteh .

I miss you , i miss your smile ;
And i still shed a tear , every once in a while ;
And eventhough its different now , your still here somehow ;
My heart won't let you go , and i need you to know ;
I miss you , shalalala , I miss you .

2009-08-12T21:09:00.003+08:00

I miss my old hair colour . Haha . Teachers have been asking me about my hair colour .

Terang nah ke colour rambot aku ni ? Ahaa .

Alrights . School was so tiring today . Mainly because it was such a hot , hot , sunny weather . And eventhough i was sitting under the fan , i still feel hot . Today lessons were too much of a slacking lesson . Teachers teaching , and i was sleeping . I was so tired due to P.E lesson . Imagine having to run 28 rounds around a half basketball court . But thankfully Mr S gave us chance . We ran more than ten rounds but he concluded we only ran ten rounds . Like wtf , unfair much sia , sibehkia betol =.=

Okay , aku rindu Apit ! Next week i might be going Bukit Merah . Maybe uh , if my mum let me go . Sri Ulan is having a closing ceremony at that area . So i will reconsider . Heh . I will try to ask my Aunties . Hehe , tell them about Sri Ulan . So far , i've not yet see Sri Ulan perform before . Or have i ? Okay , i cant remember uhkay . Too addicted to KK already . I wanna join . Aku nk mabuk , best kan mabukmabuk . Hehee . * Ting tang ting tong tinge tange tinge tong * .

Aiyoh , ape nak jadyk ni , dah sakit kudekepang pulak aku . Okay luh , Apit , Achiit ngn Yat jugak aku punye fevet kude . Hahaha . Sibeh , diam uh bodoh . Syasya uh ni xD

Dia dataaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaang , Bawak Kentaaaaaaaaaaaang * Inside Joke *

2009-08-10T16:28:00.002+08:00

I need to go threading again ! My eyebrows are growing . Grrrrrr . Anyway , im so not looking forward to go to school tomorrow . I cant believe its already Monday . Time flies fast . And KK is no longer gonna be held on weekends . It saddens me , yknow . Not being able to see the Kromo(s) , except for my Uncle , that is . Haha . Have to wait for at least two months in order to watch KK again . Dangs , thats long . Nevermind , time flies . Heeh xD

I am really , really looking forward for fasting month this year . Not because that i wanna celebrate Hari Raya fast , but its because of other reasons . Oh yes , i managed to fast for the whole month last year , excluding my red week . Ahah . Homeworks still not done . Im superb lazy to do homeworks uhkay . Tsk . Oh , my stomach cramps are killing me . I've been having cramps since Friday . And it really hurts till now . Owwwww ! I feel like dying , stupid cramps D:

Apit , Achiit , Yat - My favourite 'horses' . Hahahahahaha : )

Mainly this post will be in Malay : )

2009-08-09T13:40:00.004+08:00

Satuuuuuuuuuuu ! Duaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ! Tigaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa !

" Diaaaa Dataaaaaaaang ~! " .

I . Am . So . Exhausted . Today . Didnt sleep on the Friday night till Saturday night . Was helping my Auntie at the kitchen preparing food for the birthday party cum KudaKepang closing ceremony . Was super tiring okay . And a few Kromo boys were downstairs taking care of the Gamelan . Superb noisy uhkay . Keep playing the Gamelan . Then some of them played with their horse . Dah macam budak tk betol siak drg , hahaha . And mind you , it was 4am in the morning , they played the instruments . When it was around 8am , they played it even louder . Mentang2 matahari da timbul , makin kuat drg main =.=

And yesterday KK was the best one luh kan . Sume budak Kromo mabuk . And it was very chaotic . And alot of things happened uhkay . Hahaha . Badi sial akuuuuuuuuu xD . Tk bleyh imagine uhkan kalau aku ngn Didi kene sondol . Mampus ey , mcm mane agaknye nnti kteorg punye muke . Haahahaha ! Kekek uh , abeyh ? Krg mane paham ape aku bbual xD

Enjet enjet semut , siape sakit naik atas
Enjet enjet semut , siape sakit naik atas
Enjet enjet semut , siape sakit naik atas
Enjet enjet semut ! siape sakit naik atas !

Pawiro , Pawiro , Pawiro , Go Go ! Kromo all the way : )

2009-08-06T18:54:00.004+08:00

I feel so depressed .
I feel like commiting suicide .
Nobody will ever understand my hell situation right now .

Gah . Im having a major headache right now . And on top of that , i have stomach cramps due to my red day . No wonder i was having moodswings and kept scolding my mates at school without any reason . Eheh , sorry mates . And tomorrow , i guess im attending school . Mainly because i thought of piercing back my triggers (?) after the whole event at school . So yeah , see how . Depends .

Alright , no mood ):

2009-08-05T16:37:00.002+08:00

I dont care whther im 'polluting' my blog or not because im so damn fucking happy that the wannabes are so fucking jealous with me for getting 22.5/30 for Chem ! Hahahahahaha , LaughOutLoud to you wannabes okay ? Jealous much ey you all ? Haah ! Test aje ey korang cakap ? Kau dah fail dapat single digit kau diamdiam sua . Ni test important okay ? Ingat ey , 50% sioooool utk EOY ! Rilek sua minah-tk-menjadyk ey ? : )

Okay , fucking happy today . And feeling rather lethargic . Friday , i dont think im attending school because firstly , i dont have any red tees , and furthermore , school is gonna end at 10am , which means , there's no studying . Therefore , im not going : )

Okay fuuccccck , im just so happy about my results today . And fucccck alot alot alot , i've forgotten to bring home my Maths textbook and collect my History notes from Ms L after school ! Damn it ! Maths homework was already dued , and clumsy me , i left my book under my desk . And im so gonna get it from Ms L tomorrow cause yet again , i'd forgotten to take my History notes . How am i suppose to do my dued History essay ?! Im sooooooo forgetful noawadays ! Daaaaaaaamn , i gotta change this habit of mine , i swear . Ugh !

2009-08-04T20:36:00.001+08:00

I was recommended to this song by Hady a few minutes ago . And yes , like what he'd said to me , its superb . I like the chorus part especially . Well .. its a lil boring at the beggining , but the chorus .. Fuuuuuuuuuuuuh , supreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeme !

2009-08-04T19:00:00.008+08:00

I was so angry that i didnt realise i polluted my blog by blogging about - Them . Haah ! Well , well . Ignorance is the best i shall say . I still have my other precious and worthy friends . Heeh . Anyway , it was a shocked receiving a call from Shahril (!) which i longgg lost contact with him . The last time i contacted him was like , last year December ? Hahaha , long kaaan ? And his friend was super duper irritating , kept repeating what i said when Shahril repeated . Mintak kene pukul sia satu2 . Grr .
Then when Shahril wanted to put down he said , " Nnti i sampai rumah i text u . I nk temankan my friend . " .
And there his friend goes , " Awhhh , so sweet ! Shahril i sayang you ! " .
Freaaaaaaaaaaaaks ! Gah . Tak sangke aku ade kawan mcm ginik , hahaha .

Im superb happy today ! Im not sure if it is true or not but Yantao sweared it was true - I AM THE HIGHEST IN CLASS FOR CHEMISTRY !!!! Hehehehe xD He said Ms S told him that i got 20+/30 . Im still smiling and i cant wait to get back my Chemistry paper : ) !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [ This shows how happy i am : )))))))))))))))))) ]

Okay outs .

[ Edited ]

I'd just done this quiz at facebook and i totally agree with it . Like really , really agree .
The question was " How easily do you forgive ? " .
And so , my result was :
You forgive easily
You might be too much of a pushover - you might want to evaluate if you are being taken advantage of. Sometimes you have to accept that people won't change and you might be better off without them.

Topic : Attitude test
Answer :
anger management problem.
whoa!!!! dude!!! you really really realllyyy need to watch that temper of yours... it will create problems in your life.. you are the sort of person who is sensetive to negativity and tend to go totally beserk if things dont happen your way.... you sometimes even tend to exaggerate the problem and instead oof handling it logically, you totally flip..! when you are angry your attitude towards life is negative... you show this part of you to everyone but deep, deep, deeeeeeeep down you are a good and kind person ... you should show this side to others so that they can think of you as a friend rather than a burden

Well , err , kinda true . Eheh : )

Saturday Mid-Night , Sunday Morning . Time : 1245am .

2009-08-02T00:17:00.003+08:00

My eyes are barely open right now . But i cant sleep . Ive just returned home from outside just now . Well , all i can say is fuck life , fuck everything . Im so sad today . I cried seeing Syasya cried . And i cried because my own mum didnt believe me . How sad is that ? )':

I was suppose to attend FananaTwinneh's birthday gathering . But i didnt attended it . And its all thanks to Syasya's parents . I've already bought her presents . And i've just wasted my day sitting at Syasya's house and my grandmother's house . Then , my mum texted me . She thought i was lying to her . Lying that i said i wanted to go to the gathering but i ended up at my grandmother's house . She called me and scolded me while shouting at the phone . I cried even worse-er . And again , its all thanks to my Auntie . I regretted and im so sad about not going to the birthday gathering . Because i know , its my only chance to see [insert name] again or maybe even , for the last time . My heart was full with lines of cracks . I cried because of three reasons . First , it was because that my own mum didnt even believe me as she thought i was lying to her just to get out of the house . Secondly , i missed my fucking last chance to meet [insert name] . And lastly , i feel bad , i feel so sad seeing Syasya crying and being scolded by her parents . If only i was brave enough to defend her .. But sadly im not . Im still crying now , crying while typing all this words and letters . Im just so sad and heartbroken )':

It was so near , yet so far .
To you , if your reading my blog somehow , i just want you to know that i miss you so damn fucking much . If only i can hug you tight just for once , it will be a relief . But i guess , that will not ever happen , for eternity . You should know im refering to you . I hope to see you soon )':

And to FananaTwinneh , im so fucking sorry that i didnt turned up . It's not that i wanna paitao you or what , its just that my Auntie was giving me and Syasya problems . Please , forgive me . I feel so bad not attending and being with you on your birthday . I hope to meet you soon too and pass you your present . Im so freaking sorry Twinneh )':

2009-07-31T14:12:00.003+08:00

I skipped school today . Eheh . Like finally . Actually , i already woke up at 530am . Then , i slept back and i woke up at 10+am . Shioooooooook ! Keeheeh . Anyway , my purpose of blogging right now is because im so bloody angry and frustrated because i got to know that , i fuckingly failed my EL paper by just one pathetic mark ! YES , JUST LIKE PHYSICS , ONE MARK !!!!!! Gaaah ! One ohhh one , i hate you !!

Betapa hancurnya hatiku ini pabila ku mendapat tahu bahawaku menggagal peperiksaanku yang penting ini . Tssskkkk :'''(

Okay , stop it ! Anyway , might be going out later with my mum together with her friend . I think going to BBQ at ECP . If im not wrong . Okay luh , calobeteh .

2009-07-30T21:59:00.002+08:00

Second post for the day . Oh wells , im super bored luh okay ! Mum and Dad fun , fun , happily go bowling , left me alone at home ):

Anyway , im sooooooo lazy to go to school tomorrow . Can i not go school for just one day ? Please , please , please . Its been a long time since i absent myself from school - WITHOUT any reason . Hahaha .

Oh yes , this is super random . But i miss smoking ! Oh yes , i do . I miss Hafizah . I miss hanging out with her . Why must the fucking VP do this to her ? I hate you VP ! Oh yah , talking about the VP , i still remembered that she fuckingly suspended me from school and she told me that if she hears about me again , she will definitely expel me . Bummer , so no reason uhkan . Pfft . Anyway , FIZAAAAA AKU RINDU KAU ! Bile nk lepak lagyk ? Aku rindu mase kite lepak , beyh tawe2 mcm org gile . Aku rindu , rindu rindu ! ):

2009-07-30T17:05:00.004+08:00

I miss Genting ): Heheh .

Hisham ! Da aksyen seyh dier . Tkpe2 : )

Yes oh yes , i've finally changed my blogskin . Im so sick of my old blogskin already luh . And now here's a new one , and yeay , i love the results of it ! Haha , lame much ey . Anyway , done with my house chores . And oh , im not sure if im going to FananaTwinneh birthday gathering this Saturday , because Syasya has not yet confirm if she is going or not . If she's going , then im going , if not , i'll reconsider . Heeh .

School was okay , i shall say . Many suprises awaits me , haha . Oh yes , im left with two CT papers - History and Malay . And yeah , i screwed EL paper which is FA , i hate it alot . Mathematics , no comment . Well , Physics , i got back my paper just now . And guess what .. I failed by just one pathethic mark . Yes , ONE ! Argh , how frustrating ! Its always like this , i always fail by a few marks . When is this gna end . Ughhhhhhhhh . I hope Chem will pull me up . Im confident that i will exceed my target for Chem this time round . Heeh . Social studies was , undescribable . I tikam like hell , thats all i can say . Oh well , i give up in my humanities anyway . Shiat , tomorrow there's Art , and i've yet to complete my Art prep ! Danggs ):

Okay , i think im done .

2009-07-27T20:30:00.002+08:00

I feel so exhausted , i feel like as if im gonna be sick . I was freaking drenched just now afternoon when i was coming home from school . It suddenly rain-ed so heavily sia , it rain-ed at the pont of time i reached my busstop . If only i've reach there sooner and be safe to not be caught in the rain , ugh ! =.=

School was fun today . It was peace and quiet . Eheh . I like today . *Brows*

I think im gonna pierce my lips soon . If not my lips , then maybe im piercing back my left triggers . Yeay , can't waaaaaaaaaaaaait ! Oh , i miss going to KL , i miss shopping !

I can't seem to get over you . I've been listening to the song alot , yes , i admit . I still love you and i miss you . But i know i have to let you go and move on . Please get out of my mind . I still cry when i think of you :'(

2009-07-26T16:40:00.003+08:00

I was trying to figure out how to edit the template of this one particular blogskin . And im tired already . I guess im just using this skin until i can manage to figure out that freaking , idiotic codes . Grr . The codes are like all messed up !

* Bangs head on the wall *

2009-07-24T22:41:00.001+08:00

*ah-lep ~ Serve You Right , Hua2 ~ says (10:38 PM):
*g anerh ?
i Tady g gym uh !
Fake , tady i g jumpe wan .
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ тчтεε - кęικo ™ says (10:39 PM):
*pi tamp mall skejap then lepak . heeh
*oh wan .
*chey , step knl saje .
*xD
*ah-lep ~ Serve You Right , Hua2 ~ says (10:39 PM):
*Huh , diyer kenal eu uh . diyer blang i . his beside me .
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ тчтεε - кęικo ™ says (10:40 PM):
*huh ?
*wan mane seyh ?
*ah-lep ~ Serve You Right , Hua2 ~ says (10:40 PM):
*wan dollar !
hahahaaaa

Hahaha , kurangaja punye budak . But it made me smile somehow . Thanks Ah-lep : )

2009-07-24T21:21:00.000+08:00

Im a Baddie , right ? Tsk .

2009-07-23T21:39:00.005+08:00

Pawiro , Pawiro , Pawiro , Go Go !

Out of all the KK pictures , i find this the most 'photography' one . Haha , mind you but i edited the contrast and stuff , cause i find it not 'bright' enough . So yeah , here you go . APIT ! Haha , i know Syasya know : )

I miss you , yes i do . Your cousin kept mentioning your name . I hate it when he says your name . Cause when he says your name , i'll be reminded of you . Oh no , please tell your cousin not to . I cant take it , i almost cried when he told me you told him everything . He knows my name , he knows where i stay , he knows what i texted you , everything . Im wondering how are you right now . I wna text you , but im scared , scared that you wont reply me .

I miss you , i miss your smile .
And i still shed a tear , every once in a while .
And eventhough its different now , your still here somehow .
My heart wont let you go , and i need you to know .
I miss you , shalalala , I MISS YOU )':

It saddens me going to school , looking at my used-to-be-bestfriends . Many people told me im better off without them . But somehow , i do miss being and laughing with them . What to do , people change , the environment change , everything change . Even your love ones .

I dont know why i feel so sad today . Haix ):

2009-07-21T19:59:00.003+08:00

I feel so lethargic today . So exhausted . So tired . So .. everything . Its becoming more humid than ever , and i hate that feeling cause it makes me sweat ( Haah -.- ) . Im having a major headache right now . I just woke up from my afternoon nap , and i can see different colours of circles . Haha , talking crap ey kau , reader : )

Wah , thanks used-to-be-friends . Thanks a million ey . Yes , i am so glad with what you girls did . Projects ? Rumah Shad ? NO PROBLEM . Just keep giving me fucking faces expressions okay , i dont mind at all . In fact , i love it alot . Love you , girlfys , or should i say , used-to-be-girlfys : )

2009-07-19T11:22:00.002+08:00

It hurts me seeing your face at people's blog . Where's your message that i've been waiting for ? You said you wanted to meet me yesterday . I guess its all just words aye , ExBoyf ? Haha , nevermind . Im trying to understand everything (:

Bestfriends ? Friends ? Fuck you girl . Yeah yeah , whatever you wanna say . Its all my fault right ? Yeah , put all the blame on me . I dont mind . Kau pat message lincah , aku tny kau pat skula , satu bende pun kau tknk lang aku . Sudah luh SAYANG , aku penat nk lyn krg . Aku malas nk gaduh . Krg nk tunjok perasaan ngn aku , suke hati mak bapak kau punye laki bini punye psl . Aku da tk psl lagyk . Thanks 'BESTFRIENDS' (:

Dear Blog , i have nothing to say . Oh yes , kudekepang yesterday was abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz . I enjoy every kudekepang session . Because my sayang have . Haha , kimak , dream on sia sayang . Okay bye xD

2009-07-17T21:30:00.002+08:00

Lately , things are becoming more .. weird (?) . Okay , i dont know how to say it , but yeah . Nevermind , i'll just be as patient as ever . Truthfully , yes , i've never been this patient before , but i guess its the only way to show people that i can actually go through all this hardships . Haha , okay fuckk it . Whatever .

Thank.God.Its.Friday . Finally , no school tomorrow . Remedials are starting next week . Daangs . I need a tuition like real soon ! Anyways , i've been hearing more and more stories about the 'Auntie' selling tidbits . It scares the hell outta me . Goosebumps all over okay . Some of the people i know had been there , done that . Even an Auntie can be scared okay . Haha .

KK tomorrow ! And i dont know if im meeting him or not . Taik uh kauuuuu , Exboyf .

K bye .

2009-07-16T20:23:00.003+08:00

Give you more time ? Time for what ? For putting me aside like a tissue paper ? Come on girls , i know you are much more mature than this . I had enough okay , enough is enough . Korang cakap korang penat nak gaduh , ah ni , siape yg caryk pasal ? Haiyah .

You people imagine that your own 'bestfriend' do not bother to ask you what happen and all , but , your other classmates realised that your not being yourself and asked you whats wrong , forcing you to tell them even . Weird enough , but true . I went through all this in this whole week of school , tomorrow is gna be included . Fuck uhhkay , i just hate this attitude of yours . And stop giving me faces . I hate it , alot . Yes , congrats if you've been wanting me to feel this way , cause i am right now , and you've accomplished it .

Thanks for hearing me out Syaaff , Yantao , Syasya and even Cikgu Latifah (:

2009-07-15T20:42:00.002+08:00

I sent exboyf a longlong message wishing him a happy-suppose-to-be-one-month . Im so glad he texted me back . But unfortunately , he replied saying that i made him cry .

Im sorry i made you cry dearest . I miss you ):

He then asked me to meet him this Saturday . He wants to meet me . And of coz i agreed , eventhough i'll be watching KK . Its okay . He is more important than KK , right ? Rightttttt .

2009-07-15T15:28:00.003+08:00

Im feeling so down . Not because of my Ex-Boyf , but about my own Bestf(s) . I dont even know whether they treat me as their Bestf anymore . They've not been talking to me since i came back to school . I do not even know what the fuck i did . And hell , i cant stop tearing , infront of those mother fucking people . Tell me what i did , please ?

I a m s o d i s s a p p o i n t e d w i t h a l l o f y o u :'(

2009-07-10T11:55:00.005+08:00

I think im gonna let my blog be dead . And also , im going to KL later at night till Sunday . And im glad Syasya is tagging along . I've been crying all night long , thinking about that situation . Oh well , bygones are bygones . Haixx

Leave me a message at my handphone if you need anything .

[ Edited - 2.25pm ] ;

Im so weak , but i keep telling myself that i am strong . I keep telling myself that it happened for a reason . I cried , i cried everytime i think of you . I cried listening to our song . You didnt know how patient am i towards you . Nevermind , whats done , cant be undone .

I had no apettite to eat , eventhough im really hungry and my stomach is grumbling right now . I poured hot water into the cup filled with noodles . But i ended up taking a few small bites of the mee . And i threw it away . How wasting !!! ARGH !!

2009-07-09T16:48:00.003+08:00

Fuck today . I seriously hate it when you are like waiting for taxi(s) . They wouldnt come when you wait , but when you are not waiting for taxi , they will horn at you . Fuck uhkay , fuck . Gah ! Anyway , it was a freaking waste of time going to school . On the way to school i felt very giddy . I cant even walk straight , and i really felt like fainting . But luckily i didnt . Reached school and took temperature . And great , i had a fever , 38.1 degrees . Then i was sent home . And Mr M told me to not come to school tomorrow . Greaaat ! : )

Tomorrow might be going to KL , Times Square . Please dont cancel . *insert pitiful face*

And to BabyLove , im really sorry that i cannot meet you . Im so glad that you understand . Will meet you soon , i promise . Lovelove <3

2009-07-07T20:24:00.004+08:00

I was laughing my ass off looking at these two pictures . Theres more and this was years ago ! When i was around primary five ? Haha ! Anyway , this is so random . I was browsing through the pictures at facebook , and i found this . Hahaha . Okay , okay , shush xD

So , happy news , school will be starting at 820am on Thursday . I likeeeeeee ! Can wake up a lil late . Yeayeay ! English just now was ..... NO COMMENT uhkan . Maths was do-able . Heh . No Maths tomorrow *phewww!* . Basically school is fine . Except for after school . Myself with Feeefit and Mira nearly experience a 'near-death' situation right infront of the 358 busstop . Haha ! Okay , shut up .

Went to Jus! yesterday . And it was awesome . Aizat cute nak mampus , aku taw ! My face was abcdefgijklmnopqrstuvwxyz ! Grr , hate the camera(s) , heheh . Okay i think im done . Post pictures soon okay . Bye .

2009-07-05T23:50:00.003+08:00

HeyHey . As you can see , i've edited my background . Just a minor one . I thought of changing my blogskin , but still , none of them attracts me . Haah . Anyway , yesterday was very tiring , i can say . KK was better yesterday . They were much more aggresive . I likeeeee ! Wooo :D

Tomorrow there's no school , hurraah for me . Going to watch Jus! tomorrow with cousin(s) . Oh , and i get to know that someone is reading my blog , cause the person got my link from my cousin . HAHA , sucker :P

Okay bye .

2009-07-02T19:00:00.001+08:00

Her voice is awesome , check out her videos :]

Haha , this got me cracking . Should watch (:

2009-07-02T17:55:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow is Friday , thank God . Finally weekends are coming . School has been kinda dull . Things are turning upside down . I dont know what the hell is going on , but well . I hope it's gonna be over soon . Anyway , im so abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz confused about Physics . I did understand a lil , but still , when it comes to the word-problem-solving question , my mind will suddenly be tangled up by all the formulas . Daaang it . Maths is alright for the moment . Im able to concentrate and understand despite all those noises made by my fellow classmate(s) who is talking non-stop beside me . He annoys me alot sia , ugh =.=

Love life ? No changes at all . No messages . No calls . Nothing . Giving up ? I feel like it . But nah , i'll be patient and see what will happen next . Two weeks more to one month . Please oh please , i miss you alot . And our plans are always cancelled . I hate you ):

2009-07-01T15:43:00.003+08:00

I cant wait for the next KK session uhkay . Saturday oh Saturday , please come fast ! Haah ! School has been fine so far . But still , weird things going around . And i really wonder WHY . Had been going straight home after school , feeling rather lethargic this days . School had just started and im already feeling very , very , t i r e d . Oh , 1 year and 3 months left to my official O level . So fast ! Tsk ! But please oh please , 2 months holidays , please come fast . Im getting bored of schooling . Go to school only to study . Study = stress ):

And now , i feel like a piece of shit . * Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh *

Okay shut up people .

2009-06-29T20:19:00.005+08:00

I dont know why but i feel rather down today . Im just having some doubts towards boyfriend . Maybe i shouldn't be typing this because i do not want to cause any conflicts between us . Lets just see what will happen next okay , love . Prove to me if you really meant what you said that day . And now , hearing 'our' song , it makes me wanting to burst into tears

School sucks . Bye .

All my life , i prayed for someone like you .
& i thank God that i , that i finally found you .
All my life , i pray for someone like you .
& i hope that you feel the same way too .
Yes , i prayed that you do love me too .

2009-06-28T20:14:00.002+08:00

I miss my boyfriend ):

Ooops , sorry curyk gambar . Heeh xD

2009-06-28T16:29:00.002+08:00

I have alot to post , but freaaaaaak uhkay . I forgot what to type already . So yeah , forget about it . Anyway , my laptop charger is finally home sweet home . Alas , i got to use my laptop now . So yesterday was Saturday . Normal routine . Went to Bukit Merah to watch KudaKepang . This session was kinda boring because only my Uncle's group perform . Astina was not there . So yeah , not much of comossion going on around there . So i sat for like more than three hours on the floor , and now my butt hurts alot . Pfft .

Oh , few days back , Wednesday if im not wrong , i was having a really freakingly high fever . My temperature was 39.3 degree . I did not have any apettite to eat and i cant even talk . Too weak to do so , heheh . No fear , im feeling awesome right now . Muchmuch better already . So yeah , tomorrow is a bloody hell school day . And yes , all my homework(s) are not touched . Dont know , dont care . Go school tomorrow , scold here , scold there .

Okay bye .

2009-06-26T15:20:00.001+08:00

STRESSSSS !

Will be updating when i get back my laptop charger from my uncle . Heh . Currently doing homework(s) . Stress stress stress !

Kay bye .

2009-06-18T23:18:00.014+08:00

Since people has been bugging me to update my blog , here i am updating it alright . So dont bug me anymore , asshole much . Okay , first update . Its about ELDDS camp , freaking fun okay . The best camp ever . I should say its more better than my Sec3 camp . Heeh . No joke . I wont type much , i'll just put pictures okay ? Wanna know more go to other of the ELDDS members blog and read . If you dont know who's the other ELDDS members , that your freaking problem . Heh .

Second , i wanna update about my HongKong trip . Well , fun luh . And its tiring also . Hell yeah , we did a lot of walking . First day we just walked around our hotel area cause we reached HK at around 3pm . Second day , we went to disneyland . Fun , but it was raining . Dont care , cause i took a lot of pictures with different disney characters . Third day we went to different sceneric places around HK . Fourth day , we went to Ocean Park . Freaking fun ! I ride the freaky roller coaster which goes upside down with my mum . First time ever in my life okay riding that kind of roller coaster excluding the rides at ETP - The Inverter . So yeah . Last day , was just having breakfast and walk around buying souveniers . Okay Done .
I'll post the HK pictures soon . There's too many , i will post it soon kay , promise :]

" Our song kay dea.. " - Mean what you say boy (:
160609 ; i love you .

2009-06-16T04:58:00.002+08:00

Its 5.01am and my stomach is grumbling . HAHA .

Will edit this post . Its all in my draft . Take Care .

Oh , babylove , love you :]

2009-06-10T22:20:00.004+08:00

ELDDS Camp was freaaking fun ! Except the part where we have to do groupwork . Basically , i hate my group . But thanks to my beloved , kesayangan , friends ( Hahaha , wtf ) , you really had me on ! Lovelovelove the instructors . *GRINS* And Mdm C , thanks for everything ! I really enjoyed my last ever camp in secondary school :]

I'll be off to Hong Kong tomorrow . So yeah . Wish me a safe trip yeah . Haha , thick-skinned siak . Ayte , take care people . And dont stop tagging yaw :D

2009-06-07T14:38:00.002+08:00

I dislike posting without any pictures . It seems very dull . But what to do , stupid computer . Ugh . Anyway , i will be away for camp starting from tomorrow till wednesday . Im not sure to bring my handphone or not . But i see there's no use of bringing if i have no one to contact . Anddd , its gonna be a risky choice because my school is a school of stealers =.=

Im feeling a lil sick right now , my nose hurts cause im having some kind of 'flu' . Gah , i swear it irritates me alot . Darn it . I hope i wont be sick cause when i come back from my camp , i will be going overseas the next day . I cant wait ! Im gonna shop till i drop . Hahaha .

Anyway , yesterday was fun , i shall say . Again , watched kuda kepang . Darn it , i cant attend next week's performance ! Tskk . Im not in town so i have to skip one session . What the hell )':

2009-06-05T20:49:00.005+08:00

You , you put the blue back in the sky
you put the rainbow in my eyes
a silver lining in my prayers
and now there's color everywhere
you put the red back in the rose
just when i needed it the most
you came along to show you care
and now there's color everywhere , everywhere

i miss you ):

2009-06-03T17:45:00.004+08:00

Its so b o r i n g today . Anyway , i was browsing through youtube . I came upon this song . Its nice , and the lyrics are quite meaningful , i shall say . Ahah . And im soo addicted to the melody . It is superb catchy oi .

Oh yes , i also came upon this video , featuring Jenette McCurdy . I didnt expect her to have a powerful voice . No kidding , her voice is awesome . Anyway , to you who do not know who is Jenette , she acts in iCarly at Nickelodean . Okay , i know its random xD

Alright , im out .

2009-06-02T14:13:00.011+08:00

Happy Birthday To My Only One , Ibu .

Have A Great Day Today .

& Dont Tire Yourself Out !

May You Be Happy Always .

Love You Till Eternity !

♥♥♥♥♥♥

Happy 16th Birthday To Dearest Cousin , Adli too !

2009-05-31T10:43:00.014+08:00

Yesterday was abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz = undescribable . It was kinda boring for me at the first part , but i like the back part of yesterday . Muahaha . Okay , shut up . And yes yes , i get to meet my one and only prettyboy . Huahua . Suke uh , abeyh ? xD So yeaah , let the pictures do the talking yeah . Im lazy to elaborate , heeh . So siape2 nk ameyk gambar , ameyk luh korang . Huahua . Oh , unedited pictures are not rotated , cause im using my stupid iMac comp , so i have no idea how to rotate it . So , pandai2 korang ey save beyh rotate sendiri . Eheh .

Ni Ami punye kurangaja . Pendek2 , sampai pulak kaki tmpt cam nye lens . Heeh .

Ni An ckp , " Org pendek je bleyh nmpk muke . " . Hahah ! xD

Ni An , syiok sendiri ameyk gambar dier :P

Thanks for yesterday peeps , especially you :]

2009-05-29T13:10:00.007+08:00

Its friday , and im at home instead of being at school . Heh . My dad said its no big deal if i attend school or not , so i took his offer to not attend school . And also at the same time i did not want to attend school because i hate my freaking EL teacher . Haah , so yeah , whatever ey .

Oh yes , i've decided to close one of my piercing cause its so frustrating as i could not get the earstick through the damn whole . Actually i did , but its only halfway through , but then i got tired . So as simple as abc , i give up . Haah . Oh , FB is now very laggy . Frust siak pki FB nk maen game . Hahaha . Anyway , i hope tomorrow we'll be watching kuda kepang cause maybe i wont be attending the gathering . Sorry guys ):

Okay , im out . Bye .

Edited - 5pm ;

Some girls just love to show off . And it annoys me alot . I dont want to hear your mother fxcking stories . Just keep those stories to yourself . Its over between you people , so stop whining and complaning it to me . I dont even know them that well . Your not even attractive , so stop asking me or even telling me that your attractive . It just gets on my bloody nerves ! Ugh ! Buzz off , miss 'perfect' =.=

2009-05-27T20:48:00.003+08:00

Heyheyhey . Two more days till school is out of my life for one entire month ! Heh . Oh yes , i awfully cant wait for ELDDS camp ! I gurantee it will be superb fun . All outdoors activities . I cant wait for the cycling and rafting the most ! And the nightwalks ! Yeah ! Haha , okay hush .

Tomorrow is parents meeting day , and my dad will be coming at around 4pm . Geez , Im gonna be alone seyh . Tskk . Anyway , so far , there's only maths practice papers for June holiday . And i do think like what Amira said to me earlier that our EL homework is the maximum four pages of composition . Oh , and not to forget our blogs . Ugh . Troublesome much . And i dont think that i will go out that often cause im just plain lazy . Err , well , i dont really know , so lets just wait and see luh ey . Huhuh . Oh , and i think this june holidays , i will be attending alot of the Kuda Kepang performance , as from what you people not know , my uncle is on eof them . And its very tempting for us to join . But yeah , like as if my mum will let me enter those groups . Grr !

And im glad that nothing is actually bothering us girls . Just because of one mouth , everything is in a mess . And to that mouth of yours , i hope it will stink alot one day because to those people who lie alot , which is YOU , it will or may stink . So yes oh yes , i hope it will cause your getting on my freaking nerves . Sheesh !

Im so mundane now a days , and im waiting for that person to online . When i online , he's offline . When im offline , he's online . Very frustrating sia ! Zomg ):

2009-05-24T19:57:00.005+08:00

Im feeling so mundane right now . Tomorrow is monday which means its school day . Which also means its gonna be another boring day in school . Daangs , i just cant wait for my june holidays ! Not to forget there's oral on wednesday , and im planning not to go to school on friday , or perhaps on thursday too . But oh well , see first . Oh yes , my parents had been bugging about my report slip and as usual , they have to come and see my teachers themselves , if not i wont be getting it back from the teachers . And not to forget , i have to freaking find a maths tuition soon ! Help me please anyone ?

I cant wait for this saturday . And i really hope he can make it . Cause he is having a soccer match at i-cant-recall-where . So yeah . Oh yeah , i might be attending the gathering only if he is going too . If not , im sorry . Heeh . Or maybe , if dearest Seha is going , then i go with her . Seha , go luh ! HAHA xD

Oh anyway , its been ages since i last listen to techno . And so , i edited my playlist , and my second song is a techno song . And somehow , i really prefer songs last time than the recent ones . Weird but true enough . Haah , alright bye .

2009-05-22T16:28:00.003+08:00

Thank god , its Friday . Haah . Anyway , skipped ELDDS . Im feeling really exhausted as i did not have enough sleep due to sleeping late yesterday . Oh yes , speaking of yesterday , it was fun being on air with Nity . Haha . To my peeps who listened , thanks alot yaw . And if i didnt mention your name , im so sorry . There were to many names to be said . Heh . Anyway , we on air-ed for like one hour . Afiq was there . He smells nice ! Haha ! And Kak Nity was so small yet so adorable ! Took pictures with them , but sadly , i cant upload it . As you know , im using my comp . Haah , so yeah , sorry yo .

One more week of school and holidays bayby ! Haah ! Like finally , i've been waiting for this moment man . Haah . But , im having one lest exam next wednesday , which is EL Oral . I hope i can put up a good show cause this is the only one that can help to push up my english grades . Anyway , im not really satisfied with my malay result . But nevermind , at least i was able to get a B .

Oh yes , met Safi for awhile just now cause she wanna meet me and had a talk . Ahah , primary school times = much misses ! Huhuh . Oh not to forget , i was told that she is pregnant . Shocking much . Okay hush . Haah , alright bye bitches ;]

2009-05-20T22:35:00.003+08:00

Catch me on air at Ria 89.7 FM Live On Air at 9pm !

Heyhey ! I am feeling very ecstatic for tomorrow ! Do support kay . Heeh . I will be going with MiraVelle tomorrow cause i had a call from the DJ herself . So yeah , i cant wait ! Im feeling a lil traumatised now and i cant sleep . I guess i really am too excited about tomorrow . Oh wells xD

Anyway , school was alright . I felt very sluggish today . My body feels very weak maybe because of the humid weather . Daangs , i just hate the weather this days . Its so darn humid lah . Tk bleyh 'angz . Haha . I hope tomorrow's lesson will be better , cause EL is only one period and school ends at 1.30pm . I like oi . Hahaha . So yeah , im just super excited right now . And i did felt a lil flabbergasted just now when i got a call from her . It was shocking okay ! Hahaha .

So yeah , life's alright , but im just having doubts at some things . Im just afraid that every one of you are the same . But hell yeah , i cant predict it . I just hope you're different from the others .

Oh , siape-siape turon gathering on 30th May , bilang kay ! Hehh . Alright , bye .

2009-05-19T18:40:00.005+08:00

HeyHey . Currently using my computer which is very suckish . As you can see , i've changed my blogskin ( Duuh , redundant much ) . Huhuh . Anyway , lots of things have happened . And yes , i mean it , a lot . Things change , and im very happy now . Because something happened , and i should say its quite a so-called-sudden-situation . Oh , Syasya should know why . Heeh xD

School . Oh , hell for me . MYE results were very suckish , and i regretted for not doing my best . Eventhough i did studied for some subjects , im able to at least pass and im a lil satisfied . At least its worth studying okay . Other subjects , hell , down the drain . Pfft . I cant wait for school holidays which is coming very soon . Oh yes , i escaped from the freaking workshop yesterday with MiraVelle and both of us got scolded for escaping a.k.a not attending it . Got scolded a.k.a shouted early in the morning by W . Hate her eyes a lot , she kept staring at us which goes ; up and down . Mcm nak korek je mate dier tuh , grr ! =.=

Anyway , i have nothing to post about . So yeah , wont update that often . Like i've mentioned earlier , laptop's modem is spoiled , but you will definitely see me online . Dont worry . Haha , okay crap . Bye arses ;]

2009-05-11T11:35:00.002+08:00

Won't be online-ing that often . My freaking modem was freakingly squashed . Daangs , hate it . Fyi , im now using my iMac Apple os thingy comp . So yeah , i will only use this comp once in a while . Anything contact me at my handphones yo . Oh yes , dont stop tagging suckers . Heeh . Tata titi tutu !

2009-05-10T02:24:00.002+08:00

Happy Mothers' Day , Ibu .

Love you till eternityyyy .
♥♥♥♥♥♥

2009-05-07T20:16:00.007+08:00

I was browsing through my folders and i found this picture. Haah , i still remember people asking me , " Is that you in that picture ? Or did you take it from the internet and edited it ? ". Laugh out loud to you dumbasses. Of course its me , why would i ever steal other people's picture(s) , and then , edit it. Haah , funny people luh :]
* Oh and this was taken last year , heeh.

Anyway , tomorrow is my malay paper 2. Only two more papers to go bayby ! Excluding tomorrow's paper of course , heeh. Oh yes , Art paper is on Wednesday , and hell yeah , i still have not done my prep work which includes a mininum of five pages of different drawings which i have to later modify it myself and fuckk , i dont have colour pencils. Haaha , exaggerating much siak Tina. But its true okay that i have no coulour pencils. Daaang. Anyway , Sunday is Mothers' Day , and yes , i have no idea what to buy for my wonderful , precious that nobody can take her away from me except god , mum. Goodness gracious , i have no idea why im am very exaggerating-ious today. Haah , stupid word , stupid me. Oh yes , i hate my internet connection. It sucks big time. Oh oh ! And i nearly bought the new SonyEricson w705 phone on my birthday ! Daaangs , if only its cheaper. Heeh. Okay , im outta words here. Post next time. Goodbye suckers :D

2009-05-05T14:49:00.006+08:00

Im fifteen today. Aiyah, so old already siak Tina ! Heheh !

Today, had History and Chemistry Paper. Oh yeaah. I hope i can pass my History , Chem, no comment luh kan. I did not understand the chapter(s) well. AND i didnt study , so yeah, its expected that im going to have an underline on my combine science(s) mark on my report slip. Ey wait , but still got Physics. Im gonna study my ass off today , promise. Heh. Kay ape merepek siak aku bual. Alright enough luh. Stress oi talk about exam !

Oh yes yes , i texted Haikel just now, and he called ! Daaaaang , i miss him like hell. I was relieved that i got to hear his voice. But somehow , what he told me last time , was all lies. Did he told the lies so that i would ... Nevermind , its over anyway. Take care people !

*looks down at previous post* - Oh yes yes, fuck you Afai. Haha :]

2009-05-03T12:54:00.005+08:00

It hurts alot when someone you once loveD , scolded you vulgarities without any reason. He started calling you a Bitch , worse , a Prostitute. Im so disappointed with you, Afai. What wrong had i ever done to you ? Calling me a Bitch ? Well, i dont give a damn , but calling me a Prostitute ? I cant take it anymore but to be rude to you. God, you made my eyes watery when you said 'fuck you' to me , what more when you called me a Prostitute ? For heaven's sake , im still tight , and there you are trying to say im fucking cheap ? Have you lost your mind or what. I thought you were different , but thank god , you had just showed me what kind of person you really are. You are just like those other guys out there who is a sweet talker , mother fucker. Thanks alot Afai , thanks for labelling me as a Prostitute [!]. I shouldnt have believed you from the start. You suck , Afai. I swear , you suck alot , son of a bitch !

Daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaang , i feel like a shit for loving him last time .

2009-05-01T20:56:00.003+08:00

HeyHey ! Okay, first, heck care about my hiatus status thingy cause i cant resist it. I need to blog. I feel awkward after a long time not updating. So yeah, im here to update. Well, exams have started and yeah, three papers down, CME (seriously a lame exam paper -.-), Social Studies and English Paper 1. Well, SS was managable. I hope i can score on the essay part because i had studied my butt off the whole night before the paper. And i am very sure that i wont score on the SBQ questions. Probably cause im not good at SBQ. Heh.

Monday will be Malay Paper 1 and Mathematics - worst subject since Mr T had taken over my group. He knows well enough that our class dont like him and the way he is teaching. And i heard that he was sad about it and complained to Mr L. Yeah, whatever teacher, i dont give a damn. Cause the way you teach us just sucks. -.-

Alright, im done now. Anyway, school has been fine, i guess (?). Im just being to moody and lazy to go to school now. Fuck school. Nevermind, one more year to go and im off from Siglap. Take care :]

2009-04-22T20:39:00.004+08:00

ON HIATUS [!]

Just Text Me If You Need Anything.

Take Care Humans.

2009-04-17T21:47:00.004+08:00

Im fucking fedup today. Just because of this one fucking misunderstanding. I cant recalling saying anything to that bitch about that person's personal issue. But come on, if i did tell you, which i couldnt really recall right now, must you tell that fucking issue to her ? I mean, i know that you're close, but seriously, no need telling that fucking bitch friend of yours right. Thanks to you, im fighting with her. Fuck you, bitch! I will hate you till eternity. And if you think im refering to you, oh please, fuck off from my blog right now! Argh!

I really dont like people who borrows my stuff(s) and not returning it to me. I mean, even a pencil. I know you people will say, big deal, its only a pencil. But to me, no way. If you wanna take it, its fine, but please luh, ask me first. Dont make me wait and wait for it like a crazy moron. And i am experiencing it right now. Not a pencil, but something else. Anyway, school was rather hilarious today. I meant, school was as usual, boring, but after school, it was super damn hilarious. Mira, Feeefit and myself went to Whitesands. So, we have to take the 358 (duh =.=). Then at this one particular stop, a retarded guy boarded the bus. I didnt noticed that he was retarded until he jumped around like a mad person. Then suddenly when he turned to look at me and the rest (which is the back row), he was like staring and came towards us. Mira and me were already freaked out. Then, he wanted to sit at the empty space between me and Abel. Then Abel was like outting his bag at that sit and saying that there is an empty sit infront. And that retarded guy said this,

" No. My seat! No kissing! " - Something like that. Cant recall. Ahah.

So anyway, the whole bus was full of Siglapians and the whole bunch of Siglapians laughed. Abel stood up and went to that empty seat quickly. Then that retarded guy sat beside me. I was like , omg, please dont let anything happen. Haa! Then when we wanted to got down the bus, he went to the door first. Then when the bus turned, he fell on Hadi. The Siglapians was laughing like mad in the bus, i swear. Haha! Anyway, we went to the library. Then something happened which led the three of us burst out laughing. We laughed so loud that i guess the man using the laptop beside us was irritated. Hahaha. Funny incident. Shush alright girls! xD

2009-04-13T20:37:00.002+08:00

SyaSya ♥

Today i was extremely hyper due to not sleeping the whole day yesterday and went to school without any sleep at all. Im used to doing this and i swear its very fun for me. I will get very loud plus noisy and hyper too. Mira and Feeefit were freaked out cause Mira told me she doesnt like it if i did not sleep the whole day before going to school as i will be very very creepy and i will behave like a mad person. Haha, true, but i swear, its fun. Try it yourself. Haha. I think Is and Khai would also agree with Mira and Feeefit because in class, during CME lesson, i was asking Is about guys dicks. I was being super random and i did not have any idea why the hell did i even talk about dicks in the first place. Okay maybe it was because of Feeefit, she talked about guys private parts first, if im not wrong ? Sorry Fit, cause i cant remember, lack of sleep, so memory cant work well right now. Haa! Is was laughing and Khai was giving me his ' i-love-this-topic-you-talking-about ' look. Classmates should know what i mean by his face expression. Hahaha. I was talking like a freak until Is said several times that i was 'gian' at the point of time. Hearing what he said, i just laughed my ass out everytime he said i was 'gian'. I even asked some boys if they were still a virgin and what colour are their dicks. Haha, such an ass right ? I know! I have no idea why i did all that. I know i was extremely out of my mind to have actually asked that all those! Haha, sorry classmates if i acted real real weird just now in class. I had a lack of sleep, thats why. No offence people! Haahahaha! xD

2009-04-13T00:42:00.004+08:00

Whadd happen tooday ? Hmm , nothinq much . Hais , ie hate the way my cousins is qettinq irritated by mee . Lyke , wth ? Does it hurts her thatt thys is my life ? Lyke fuck , its as if she is the best of all . She a fuqly fatt piq . Hais . Tooh baad . Im evil . Soo ? It doesnt matter ryte ? . If ue can say anythinq ue like , so can ie . Annd bdw , uer name sucks xPP Ohh , its qeettinq merrier . Hah ! Binqeet cyol bilee kowanq mawuu complain pat abnq2 aquuh . Pehal cyal ? . Hais . Teqkaires suaa . Branyy bubal brany berdpn aarh qee . -___-"

To My Dearest Cousin Faizurah ;
Da lamer kite tk jmpe ey. Haa! Anyway, aku taw kite due sedare, and aku taw aku stakat satu tahon tue daripade kau. Skg aku tk happy, and kau mesti taw kenape . Kau nk taw kenape aku tk suke nan kau skg ? Psl kau da berubah, berubah da jadyk fanatic. Kau igt tk mase dulu, aku nan kau bleyh tahan rapat ? Aku taw sume org akan change, tapyk kau, kau laen uh Zura. Kau berubah semenjak kau masuk secondary skul. Utk kau, kau tk berubah, tapyk utk aku, kau berubah teros uh. Aku bukan nk fanatic pat sini, aku cume nk teros terang nan kau. Aku taw dulu, kite pernah gaduh besar. Aku maki kau mcm2. And aku taw yg kau pi bilang mak bpk kau. Mase tuh, bile aku dpt taw kau lang mak bpk kau, aku pat sini mcm nk confront kau, tapyk aku sbr. Ayul pernah marah aku, dier pernah ckp nan aku, walaupun kite due benci each other, kite tetap cousins and ade siket darah same. Dari situ, aku pk. Ape Ayul ckp tuh betol. Abeyh, aku ade dgr cite psl kau sbb tuh aku naek sot. Beyh kau kate aku complain pat abg kau ? Sorry siket ey, aku tk complain. Aku happened to pi blog kau beyh view friendster kau. Ayul nmpk, aku bilang dier. Beyh dier tny abang kau. Abeyh skg ape ? Kau pgl aku fat pig ? Name aku sucks ? Lek2 sdh luh lu minah. Kau sendiri tk kurus nk ckp org laen. Kay uh, aku da tk psl. Skg aku nk ckp sorry. And aku taw kau mesti ckp ni pat org, " Da uat salah nk ckp sorry, sorry no cure. Ape aku heran. ". Confirm punye kau kate gituk. Tkpe luh ey, aku da serik uh gaduh nan kau. Aku da penat nk layan ni sume. Aku nk kau stop ni sume, psl aku nk stop. And kau nk aku bual dpn2 ? No problem babe. Set time and date, nnti aku turon jmpe kau. Atau nnti aku ikot Cik Zana pi umah kau, nnti kite bual kay ? Oh, and law kau nk lang mak bapak kau psl ape aku blog ni sume, go ahead, aku tk halang. Asal kan kau bahagie. Aku tk kacaw kau, kau tk kacaw aku. Ape kau nk uat, aku da tk heran lagyk. Take care ey minah.

2009-04-08T18:36:00.007+08:00

SyaSya & NanaShortCake <3

HeyHey. Didnt attend school today. I had a very bad sore in my throat and my body feels weak. I could barely open my mouth and talk just now morning. And my mum freaked me out in the morning cause she was playing the PSP in the living room. I didnt noticed her lying on the couch then suddenly she said to not go to school. Haha, i nearly jumped sia. Andand, ade peluang tak pyh pi skula, ape lagyk, ponteng uh siul xD

Im feeling very mundane right now. And hell yeah, tomorrow i will be going to school cause i feel much much better now. And oh yes, how good, tomorrow school will end at 10am. Which means, happy time after school! Hahaha, okay lame much. Anyway, mum said she wants to go to JB either on Friday or Saturday with SyaSya Cuzzy and her family. Im not sure whether its confirm or not, but i do hope it is really confirmed. Cause i wna go shopping there, and maybe buy something special. Heh. Anyway, heard that Napha Test is next monday. God, hell day. I hate Napha. Nyeahah.

Oh yes, cheer up Mira. Its only rumours. I know he loves you, and i bet you do love him too [:

2009-04-07T18:13:00.002+08:00

Happy 15th Birthday Dearest Feeefit !
Wah, Dah Tue Seyh Kau. Haha !
Last Long With Aidil and Be Happy Always.
May You Succeed In Everything Yaw.
Aku Sayang Kau Byk Byk Kay !? Haha xD

2009-04-03T17:19:00.003+08:00

Cross country ^.^

Saaaaaaaap! School sucks today. Thanks to the Sec5 boys. I mean, grow up luh guys. Listen to both parties first before pouncing on other people. Only hearing one party is totally unfair. Not giving others a chance to tell you what really had happened. And yes, that is seriously fuckingly unfair. Oh yes, also do not forget on how terrible you bunch of silly hooligans act just now. Im sorry if i am critisizing any one of you, but still, please be mature enough and please oh please act more mature next time round. I dont want you guys to hurt my friend, a friend that i care about. Not like you people who i guess do not have a heart cause you bunch of people seems like you have no feelings at all.

Enough of that i suppose. Alot of things happened this week. Its all undescribable. When i saw what happened, i myself cannot believe my eyes that im seeing and witnessing the incident. How terrible can they be ? Anyway, had malay class test just now and i dont think this time round i can get high or should i say marks that will satisfy me. I couldnt concentrate as to what had happened earlier on. Oh yes people. mind me of my previous post. Im not emo, just venging out my anger towards this someone. And i guess im okay now, so friends dont worry about me aye. Syasya asked me out to go to Penin with her, but i cant cause im quite tired today. I told her to go tomorrow, but she insisted to go today. So yeah, sorry babe :D

2009-03-31T19:45:00.003+08:00

SOMETIMES I JUST FEEL LIKE RUNNING AWAY FROM HOME.

FUCK. I HATE THIS. ALOT [!]

Have you ever felt like running away too ? Have you ever felt like killing someone or yourself instead cause you are too angry about something ? Oh yes, im having that feeling right now. I just cant stand this anymore. I wont elaborate what had happened, cause of some issues. Somebody just know i happen to have a blog and i think that person had read it before. So yes, any of my personal issues, i am not gonna post it on my blog. But seriously, hearing stories from Lovelies and now, darn it, i just cant explain it any further. You know what, see you asses at school tomorrow. I feel like as if im being fucked upside down, its only a feeling you asshole, not more. GAH!

And yes, im just so sorry if my post today sucks and there is too much vulgarities. Im having my bloody moodswings and somebody just have to add more to it. Fuck you [!]

Mood : Fucked Up.

2009-03-28T17:05:00.004+08:00

Happy 15th Birthday Oldie ! Haa.

Anyway, have a great time today.

May you succeed in everything you do.

And oh yes, when are you gonna ekhem ekhem for ekhem ekhem.

Hahahahahaha. Kay shush.

Its saturday today! Like finally, i get to rest. Its a tiring week of school i shall say. Not getting sufficent sleep. And oh yes, its getting more humid too these days. I cant stand the heat, man. Its so hot. Gaaahh. Anyway, im dead bored right now. Not sure if i am going out later or not. Timecheck is 5.10pm. And girls, i am still wondering to whether tell him or not. I mean, if i were tell him, will it ruin our friendship ? I am afraid it will. But for now, i think i am sure gonna keep that with me first. I guess i am just not ready to tell him yet. So yeah, i guess thats all for today ? I really have nothing to post.

Oh yes yes, korang ade homework tak ? Haha. Pathetic sak aku. Okay bye :D
Mira, kalau kau ngn bace ni, no comment luh ey. You know what im talking about. Hehhh xD

2009-03-26T21:14:00.005+08:00

Yes, yes. I know its been two weeks since i last updated. And im here to update. School was okay but its kinda tiring. I am fxcked-up because there is too many uncompleted projects to be done and yet we havent even complete it yet except for English. Remaining projects are Art, Malay, Chemistry, History. See, how am i gonna complete them all in such a short period of time? God damn it. Im so stress right now. Im really dissapointed in my CT results. I've done very badly for my test(s) and yes, im not gonna state here whats my results cause i know its very bad and i dont want people to look down on me cause im stupid. =.=

Anyway, those pictures up there are like two weeks ago, which was when the cross country was held. And tomorrow is Friday, which means bring-small-bag to school day, which means we are the first group to present our English PT to the class! Darn it luh. Haiyoh.

Oh yes! I nearly forgotten. I fought with this idiotic Sec2 Chinese guy yesterday. He is so funny luh. He said this to me, " You shorter than me so you shut up! ". I was like, what the fuck ? It doesnt means that im shorter than you, you can like not respect me or anything? Then i rebelled with him, " Fuck you luh, doesnt mean im shorter i stupid. You only sec2 dont talk alot luh. still short pants. just fuck off okay! ". Haha! Fight back uh what else. Then he mumbled something in chinese. MiraveL told me that he mentioned that these kind of girls, which was refering to me, is not worth it. And i was like, ' whatever luh you noob! '. Haha! xD

Okay, Shut Up. GoodDay People :D

2009-03-13T17:28:00.003+08:00

Five Words :

Cross Country Was Fun Today !

Yes, it was super fun. Eventhough we didnt managed to get prizes or whatever. But seriously, it was fun. Anyway, after CC myself together with Mira, Hanis, Fifit and Shad went to DTE to take our breakfast at the foodcourt. We ate, gossiped and laughed alot. Flashing back our old time during our lower sec times. We did, right ? Haha. Then Aidil and Saiful came. They wanted to play bowling so we followed them. Proceeded to E!Hub. Waited for them to finish, then yadayada. Went out from the bowling center, and, snaap! We were doing the art thing that small kids always do. If you dont know what im talking about, the thing is directly infront of the bowling's entrance. So yeah, go check out yourself. Huahua. After that, Fifit and the two boys went home while Mira, Hanis, Shad and myself went to the upper level to sit. We sat, laughed and play the stupid game. Haha. And also, there were a bunch of PRCS kids sitting there too. The Lower Sec boys we being so 'sarcastic' as if they wna pick a fight. Not being rasict or whatever with other school but, come on luh, get a life you motherfucker(s) ! =.=

And for now, im so dead bored. Waiting for Fifit to online and pass me the pictures! Haha. Pass me the pictures as soon as you online taw Fit ! xD

I'll post the pictures when i get them yaw [:

2009-03-11T20:03:00.002+08:00

Updates! Updates! :D

School has been okay lately. Common tests, im so gna flunk on it this time round. I failed my Physics by four pathetic marks, thanks to my stupidity for being so freaking careless! I hope i can pass my english, even a just pass, that will do. Its enough, cause at least i manage to pass my main subject. Im so afraid of failing my O levels and enter ITE. I would be dead if i cant enter Poly cause my dad said he would whack me if i do. O levels is like next year, but im already so worried. Sighs*

After Maths common test was a blast. Had so many laughters. Waited for Anna under her block. Saufinur was reading the scripts with his ridiculous actions. Oh, and i met a new friend today from NormalAcad, Faiqal. Aha. He is a quiet person i shall say. He didnt talk much but he laugh alot. Haha. Anna came and we [ Mira, Fifit, Saufinur, Syawal & Faiqal ] went up to Anna's house to do our malay project. Syawal was our director while the rest were the so called audience. Aha. It was just undescribeable of what happened when we were doing our project. All i can say is, it was super fun and funny at the same time. Thanks to Saufinur's jokes and Syawal for being the 'great' director. Haha! I was told that Faiqal's laughter was funny and i really agreed on it bacause his voice was low when he laughed. Haha! Seriously, i cant really described what happen at Anna's house. It was just too hilarious xD

Oh, and this particular person keep messaging me asking if im still in contact with Him. Im sure its one of her friends. She said that she helped her friend to ask me. Its so obvious its your friend, my dear friend. But nevermind, im gna be patient for now. Lets just see what will happen next. Cause like what my friends always say, What goes around, Comes around.

2009-03-09T20:46:00.001+08:00

Should I Do What I am Suppose To Do ?

2009-03-05T18:10:00.003+08:00

Since Cest La Vie has ended, im feeling very tired nowadays. I just couldnt be widely awake in class. Its always tempting to see others lying their head down on their table, closing their eyes, and going to their own lalaland. My devil insisted me on doing the same thing too, but my angel insisted me to stay awake and concentrate in class so that i wont be left behind about what is going on.

Haha, crap much. But still, its true. I managed to brighten myself up today by getting high. I concentrated in class, all the lessons today. Its time to buck up. Its time to revise and study my weaker subjects. Common tests are just next week and i have to motivate myself to get better results. I had already revised my History. And now, im left with SocialStudies, Physics, Chemistry and Maths. Oh my, thats a lot. Thats what i get studying last minute. Hehh. Anyway, cliques, when are going to have a study group and study together ? But actually, i prefer studying alone, cause if i study with my friends, i wont be able to concentrate and will get distracted easily. Okay, fickle-minded much. I dont know why today i sound so long winded. Haha. Okayokay, i have nothing to post about. Posting just for the sake of not making my blog dead.

Oh yes, one more thing. This paragraph is for my exclosefriend ;
Dear exclosefriend, we missed you. But what to do, we cant do anything to get you back. We missed your laughter, your jokes, your clumsiness. I swear that this was our first time crying for a guyfriend that we love and treasure so much. And you even said that our tears were not worth it. Anyway, its all in the past, like what you'd told me. We are really sorry. We feel ashamed. Ashame in facing you in school. We still cannot believe that we said those things to you, and i suppose you also cannot believe yourself for saying all those things to us. But whatever happens, im just here to say that we still care for you. Thanks for your wonderful concerns in the past. We appreciate you a lot. So we guess its Goodbye for now. Thats all.

2009-03-02T16:25:00.005+08:00

Cest La Vie was tiring ! But at the same time fun. I really enjoyed it eventhough there were some mistakes. Heh. Shh ! Anyway, not much to talk about Cest La Vie, cause im not the one who was watching the concert. Haa. Cest La Vie really made my fear a lil bit less to have to perform infront of more than a thousand of people. Its scary okay, but i managed to overcome it. So, three cheers for me ! Haha, tataw malu sak Tina. Okay Diam xD

Pictures on CLV, didnt took many pictures uh. Heh. ;

2009-03-01T16:05:00.003+08:00

I'll Post About Cest La Vie Soon Yaw :D

Anyway, Cest La Vie Was A Bomb !

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Kay, Bye [: